Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Let our emotions guide us and we wont get it wrong
My whole life was a jumble of emotions that I did not understand. As a child I was confused by my feelings because of what I was told by others, and I felt that it was wrong to have the feelings I had. It simply did not fit in with what others thought and spoke of, so that made me believe I was wrong and different.
We are never wrong when we follow our true deep set feeling and we need to explore our emotions without outside influences. We are born with true understanding and it is washed away from us by parents and peers as it was taken from them before us.You're told as a child everything you must do, say and how you must act by people who did not truly have the right answers. You are influenced at the most important time of learning and it is left to when you are an adult to make your own decisions, after deep set beliefs have been created and your personality has been formed, which is not necessarily your personality.
This is not a statement of blame or finger pointing, but a statement to invoke change, knowing this now means that the change that is needed is at our fingertips, and we are able to see a different future for our children. I know it is not the same for everyone and we are all different and that's the point so its time to beat the drum with a new rhythm and show the children that they have their own strengths and resources to bring themselves into alignment.
Guidance, love, understanding, but above all else letting them, and helping them, to build their own self belief and faith.The big question is how do we do it?Well, from the beginning, when we choose to enter this world, we have already made a decision for our lives. We enter with pure alignment with source and we are in complete knowing and understanding of our environment and we know only love.
We desire, and we receive and the Law of Attraction works perfectly because we have no knowledge of resistance. This then would seem that we should not be trying so much to teach, or guide children in every aspect of their lives, and to turn them in to mini moulds of ourselves, but may be we should listen to them more instead of shushing them up.As we can learn so much from animals we can learn from our children. I'm not suggesting we let them run amok, and I do believe that guidance is needed, but not in the way we have in the past.
Education is important, but maybe a new curriculum, that can be implemented at home, would help to even the balance. But most of all we need to listen more and know our children, understand their individual capabilities as soon as they develop. There is no substitute for spending time with them. I think that is where I'm leading with this, to the question of cancer in children.
I know that we have decided our physical experience before we arrive, and that the decisions have been made with the other people in our experience before we decide to manifest in these physical bodies.There are so many factors in our physical lives that we could not have known would happen. Other influences, from other people, having their own experiences; being influenced by other people having there own experiences, and so on.
How can we say we know what is best for our children unless we are in complete alignment with ourselves? And if we are in alignment with source then shouldn't we know that its not our job to decide for anyone except ourselves? I've not known any child with cancer, but I feel that it must be a tremendous pull in the wrong direction for a child to be told by doctors that they are unwell if they don't feel it, and then to be told whats best for them, if they don't feel it themselves.
I know from my experience, today at the hospital, how domineering the doctors were, all 8 of them. I'm 38 and they still try to tell me how to feel and how its going to be. If I'm honest I feel great I don't feel ill but by the time you leave the hospital you do feel ill. I can only imagine how that must intensify if you are a child. It may be a good thing to remove them from the environment off illness and dis-ease into an environment of fun, joy and hopefulness at the very least for a holiday.
We all know what a difference there is between being happy and being down. I don't know what's right for anyone else but me so I guess this is just a thought. I also know that I would like to do something along these lines after my healing so I'd appreciate any input and guidance offered. I know I could never know enough and I'm always expanding. Be true to yourself and know and express love.
Steve.x
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
You can shrivel and die or understand why
There's only two ways to deal with cancer when you´re given the news that you have it. You can shrivel and die or you can try to understand why. I want to try and understand why I have contracted it because of the law of attraction and my strong belief in it.
When it became clear that for certain I had cancer it wasn´t really a great shock to me because I already knew that it was in my body because of the strong negative person I was. On the outside I was a very strong person that would seem to others to be full of life and riding high but that was not always the case. I struggled through life with physiological problems on and off for years and tried to appoint blame on various situations as they occurred. I think if I'm honest,which seems to be one of the things that has happened to me since my diagnosis, I spent life in a 50-50% of ups and downs.
My ups were amazing and life was great, I created everything I desired and was always as high as a kite. At the same time I always believed that it couldn´ t last for ever so of course the law of attraction would answer in true form and I would crash in one dramatic way or another.
Please don´t misunderstand I had a very easy life by most peoples standards I never really had an issue with worrying about money or never went hungry and there was lots of love in my life from others. I think the only person that didn´t care about me was me and that carried through into my thirties.
The good thing is, I don´t feel bad in any way now and that is because of lots of different reasons and situations that have happened but the most important thing is it´s not for any other reason than I´ve started to understand life and I'm feeling good just for feeling good.
People, situations, money, love and relationships are an important part of this physical life but without inner love, peace and contentment with who you are you can not know true happiness
I´ve been responsible for everything in my life so far and I'm responsible for the rest too . Knowing this has been the greatest gift I´ve given myself ever and I believe that this illness I have is giving me the opportunity to grow and expand mentally.
Just one thing I must say is that you don´t need to worry about your past or to pick yourself to pieces in fact that´s the last thing you need to do and I´m certainly not, but it can help to analyse yourself honestly to help move forward, it has for me. Everything in your life can start from right now and it will change in hours! Feeling good today is a good feeling for today but also its the basis for feeling good tomorrow and the day after and so on.
I can only see cancer as a positive part of my life and I feel lucky to have been given this opportunity to start again with a greater understanding of my life and I will not squander it by being negative and sad. I know that it effects family and friends in a different way and that it´s much harder for the people that love you than it is for you but I can´t express how much this has changed my life for the best.
There´s no need for me to fight it because I know that it is only here as my wake up call and to appreciate it for the good it has done for me. I´ve heard over the years, through the media, of people who have had cancer and the great things that they have achieved. Great charities have been started that have created advances in understanding of the dis-ease the progress in recoveries could not have been made without the fundraising backed by people with this illness. I can´t begin to list the amount of positive things that have come from people with cancer and can only think of a few negatives.
I know that people pass on but there is no death in the sense of death we´ve been lead to believe
its just the return to source energy where we can feel only pure joy. Yes, it´s no doubt difficult for the people left behind, that´s a normal selfish feeling to want to hold on to someone if you love them but even under those circumstances the grieving generally join or create groups to help others, so show me the negative.
I think this all goes back to the title that there are only two ways to deal with this and that is positive or negative and it does no one good to duel on something or make themselves sad.
That´s all about that bit I will discuss but it needed to be said. If you can understand that you are in control of your life then you have nothing to fear. If you can know,like you know, like you know you will get through any traumatic situation you will.
It´s the same for any aspect to your life, it is your life. Your wealth is your responsibility if you believe you can earn a 1.000.000.euros you will earn it, If you believe you can win the lotto you can, If you believe the love of your life is just around the corner you´ll bump into them, of that I have no doubt.
I truly believe this because of the situation I´m in now. I know that I created this cancer in my body. If I thought I was a vibrational match for something else I would have chose that but I knew that cancer was a vibrational match to me because of my past bad feelings in my head and the small lump in my neck was the result of those bad feelings and lack of love for life. This is my contrast in a way that only I can truly understand and would not expect someone else to try this or understand completely.
Being a vibrational match for something is part of the law of allowing which is a fundamental part of the law of attraction. So if you´re trying to get something that´s too far away from your current vibration then there will only be disappointment and it would be difficult to create a belief in it.
Without getting the result of cancer the way that I got it I would not be the perfect being I feel I am. An odd way to prove something to yourself but then I´ve always been a bit odd and besides knowing now what I know to be true I don´t fear the outcome. Simply because I know I created it so I can get rid of just the same.
Even my broken leg was part of the plan too, although I didn´t quite realize that it would be this painful, it has shown me so much and given me the opportunity to write and express myself in a whole new way. It´s given me more time to spend with my Mum and Sarah which could never have happened otherwise and friends have bent over backwards to help.
I think what I´m trying to say is that it has taught me how to appreciate and love more which was clearly missing in my life Which is probably why I got the cancer in the first place so that´s another good reason why I know I´m going to be well again now.
We came into this physical experience to know only good and positive things and to ultimately experience Joy and at long last I get it now thank G.o.d.
When it became clear that for certain I had cancer it wasn´t really a great shock to me because I already knew that it was in my body because of the strong negative person I was. On the outside I was a very strong person that would seem to others to be full of life and riding high but that was not always the case. I struggled through life with physiological problems on and off for years and tried to appoint blame on various situations as they occurred. I think if I'm honest,which seems to be one of the things that has happened to me since my diagnosis, I spent life in a 50-50% of ups and downs.
My ups were amazing and life was great, I created everything I desired and was always as high as a kite. At the same time I always believed that it couldn´ t last for ever so of course the law of attraction would answer in true form and I would crash in one dramatic way or another.
Please don´t misunderstand I had a very easy life by most peoples standards I never really had an issue with worrying about money or never went hungry and there was lots of love in my life from others. I think the only person that didn´t care about me was me and that carried through into my thirties.
The good thing is, I don´t feel bad in any way now and that is because of lots of different reasons and situations that have happened but the most important thing is it´s not for any other reason than I´ve started to understand life and I'm feeling good just for feeling good.
People, situations, money, love and relationships are an important part of this physical life but without inner love, peace and contentment with who you are you can not know true happiness
I´ve been responsible for everything in my life so far and I'm responsible for the rest too . Knowing this has been the greatest gift I´ve given myself ever and I believe that this illness I have is giving me the opportunity to grow and expand mentally.
Just one thing I must say is that you don´t need to worry about your past or to pick yourself to pieces in fact that´s the last thing you need to do and I´m certainly not, but it can help to analyse yourself honestly to help move forward, it has for me. Everything in your life can start from right now and it will change in hours! Feeling good today is a good feeling for today but also its the basis for feeling good tomorrow and the day after and so on.
I can only see cancer as a positive part of my life and I feel lucky to have been given this opportunity to start again with a greater understanding of my life and I will not squander it by being negative and sad. I know that it effects family and friends in a different way and that it´s much harder for the people that love you than it is for you but I can´t express how much this has changed my life for the best.
There´s no need for me to fight it because I know that it is only here as my wake up call and to appreciate it for the good it has done for me. I´ve heard over the years, through the media, of people who have had cancer and the great things that they have achieved. Great charities have been started that have created advances in understanding of the dis-ease the progress in recoveries could not have been made without the fundraising backed by people with this illness. I can´t begin to list the amount of positive things that have come from people with cancer and can only think of a few negatives.
I know that people pass on but there is no death in the sense of death we´ve been lead to believe
its just the return to source energy where we can feel only pure joy. Yes, it´s no doubt difficult for the people left behind, that´s a normal selfish feeling to want to hold on to someone if you love them but even under those circumstances the grieving generally join or create groups to help others, so show me the negative.
I think this all goes back to the title that there are only two ways to deal with this and that is positive or negative and it does no one good to duel on something or make themselves sad.
That´s all about that bit I will discuss but it needed to be said. If you can understand that you are in control of your life then you have nothing to fear. If you can know,like you know, like you know you will get through any traumatic situation you will.
It´s the same for any aspect to your life, it is your life. Your wealth is your responsibility if you believe you can earn a 1.000.000.euros you will earn it, If you believe you can win the lotto you can, If you believe the love of your life is just around the corner you´ll bump into them, of that I have no doubt.
I truly believe this because of the situation I´m in now. I know that I created this cancer in my body. If I thought I was a vibrational match for something else I would have chose that but I knew that cancer was a vibrational match to me because of my past bad feelings in my head and the small lump in my neck was the result of those bad feelings and lack of love for life. This is my contrast in a way that only I can truly understand and would not expect someone else to try this or understand completely.
Being a vibrational match for something is part of the law of allowing which is a fundamental part of the law of attraction. So if you´re trying to get something that´s too far away from your current vibration then there will only be disappointment and it would be difficult to create a belief in it.
Without getting the result of cancer the way that I got it I would not be the perfect being I feel I am. An odd way to prove something to yourself but then I´ve always been a bit odd and besides knowing now what I know to be true I don´t fear the outcome. Simply because I know I created it so I can get rid of just the same.
Even my broken leg was part of the plan too, although I didn´t quite realize that it would be this painful, it has shown me so much and given me the opportunity to write and express myself in a whole new way. It´s given me more time to spend with my Mum and Sarah which could never have happened otherwise and friends have bent over backwards to help.
I think what I´m trying to say is that it has taught me how to appreciate and love more which was clearly missing in my life Which is probably why I got the cancer in the first place so that´s another good reason why I know I´m going to be well again now.
We came into this physical experience to know only good and positive things and to ultimately experience Joy and at long last I get it now thank G.o.d.
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Before I start I must apologise I took the day of school when they did grammar and punctuation so you ll just have to bare with me
A year ago I felt a small lump in my neck and like most men I ignored it and never paid it any attention. Then in September 2008 I noticed it again but this time it was a little bigger, no big deal I thought and carried on regardless. Also at the same time I started to feel very different about myself and if I'm honest I started hearing voices in my head, nothing to strange I might add but voices all the same. I was never a big reader or Internet user but found myself looking for answers to the meaning of life. The answers came thick and fast and I found myself spending more and more time trawling the net for information and at the same time my lump was growing.
Being the man that I was I ignored it some more until eventually with much persuasion I went to the doctors for a check up. They did the usual tests and I waited for the results which I received a few weeks later. All seemed fine but just to be sure they then sent me to hospital for a biopsy on my neck just before Christmas. At the same time my research was leading me in a fascinating direction, I had found ABRAHAM channeled through Esther hicks. This captivated my interest and thirst for more information and I began to understand the reasons for life, a very bold statement I know but there has been nothing in my hole live that I can say has touched me so deeply.
Then it came to me like a bolt from blue, I knew the answer to all that was happening in my life and went to the hospital with the knowing that I had cancer and it would give me the opportunity to prove that cancer is an illness of the mind and that I could prove to the world that it can be cured through positive thought, however when the doctors told me that the lump in my neck was benign i was shocked.
I know that for most people that would be the answer that they longed for but I was so sure that it was my destiny to have cancer to help others. I know I can hear you all screaming what a nutter but I was sure, anyway about 10 days later I received the call from the hospital calling me back and sure enough they had made a mistake and I had an aggressive malignancy and the lump in my neck was the secondary cancer. Crazy as this is it was a relief to hear and I am happy with the result. I now know that I can beat this cancer no problem but even better its made a difference to how i feel about my life
I no longer have negativity about myself I'm a stronger person, I can see the good in everything and everyone I'm moving forward and expanding into a better person. Believe me this blog is a testament to my progress I would never have done anything like this before. I find myself wanting to express thoughts of love and understanding to everybody and believe that I'm hear to help and to teach. I don't want to lead people down my path but I do want to show that the choices of paths are endless and if I can deal with such a devastating thing like terminal cancer in this positive way dealing with any problem and staying on top of it can only be a good thing.
Ive never felt better than right now and right now is all that matters for the future and my future has never been brighter than now. I'm not delirious and I know I have an illness that needs to be dealt with but I don't feel that its necessary for me to be concerned about it on any level. I don't need to take any medical treatment because I know I can heal myself. The human body is designed to repair its self from the smallest cut to the biggest broken bone, I know Ive broken them all and at the moment I'm recovering from a multiple spiral fracture of the leg after a trip over the edge of a mountain on a quad bike.
You would think that with having cancer my body would struggle to repair my leg but its healing in record time and that's only because I'm in alignment with my inner self and I believe that I'm in complete control of my reality as we all are. Self belief is the key to life weather your trying for a new job or fighting the big C. My strength has come from my research but most of all its come from the understanding of my past. Knowing who you were and reading between the lines of life helps you move forward and expand. Its something we all can do I know it because things don't feel this good when your wrong about something.
Your feelings and emotions are your guidance system and if you are true to your self you can not get it wrong.
Ive obviously heard and seen the struggle that Jade Goodey is having with her illness and have thought about it allot and wondered what I could do to help. But on reflection I know that she has to want to help her self. This certainly doesn't make me feel that I wont be able to help myself. I know I'm strong and that my cancer is already leaving my body. I have no effects of this illness and have never felt healthier than I do now and I tell myself this all day and every day to keep focused on my well being and total recovery.
We are amazing beings and our capabilities are endless believe in everything and everything will be yours.
Steve.
A year ago I felt a small lump in my neck and like most men I ignored it and never paid it any attention. Then in September 2008 I noticed it again but this time it was a little bigger, no big deal I thought and carried on regardless. Also at the same time I started to feel very different about myself and if I'm honest I started hearing voices in my head, nothing to strange I might add but voices all the same. I was never a big reader or Internet user but found myself looking for answers to the meaning of life. The answers came thick and fast and I found myself spending more and more time trawling the net for information and at the same time my lump was growing.
Being the man that I was I ignored it some more until eventually with much persuasion I went to the doctors for a check up. They did the usual tests and I waited for the results which I received a few weeks later. All seemed fine but just to be sure they then sent me to hospital for a biopsy on my neck just before Christmas. At the same time my research was leading me in a fascinating direction, I had found ABRAHAM channeled through Esther hicks. This captivated my interest and thirst for more information and I began to understand the reasons for life, a very bold statement I know but there has been nothing in my hole live that I can say has touched me so deeply.
Then it came to me like a bolt from blue, I knew the answer to all that was happening in my life and went to the hospital with the knowing that I had cancer and it would give me the opportunity to prove that cancer is an illness of the mind and that I could prove to the world that it can be cured through positive thought, however when the doctors told me that the lump in my neck was benign i was shocked.
I know that for most people that would be the answer that they longed for but I was so sure that it was my destiny to have cancer to help others. I know I can hear you all screaming what a nutter but I was sure, anyway about 10 days later I received the call from the hospital calling me back and sure enough they had made a mistake and I had an aggressive malignancy and the lump in my neck was the secondary cancer. Crazy as this is it was a relief to hear and I am happy with the result. I now know that I can beat this cancer no problem but even better its made a difference to how i feel about my life
I no longer have negativity about myself I'm a stronger person, I can see the good in everything and everyone I'm moving forward and expanding into a better person. Believe me this blog is a testament to my progress I would never have done anything like this before. I find myself wanting to express thoughts of love and understanding to everybody and believe that I'm hear to help and to teach. I don't want to lead people down my path but I do want to show that the choices of paths are endless and if I can deal with such a devastating thing like terminal cancer in this positive way dealing with any problem and staying on top of it can only be a good thing.
Ive never felt better than right now and right now is all that matters for the future and my future has never been brighter than now. I'm not delirious and I know I have an illness that needs to be dealt with but I don't feel that its necessary for me to be concerned about it on any level. I don't need to take any medical treatment because I know I can heal myself. The human body is designed to repair its self from the smallest cut to the biggest broken bone, I know Ive broken them all and at the moment I'm recovering from a multiple spiral fracture of the leg after a trip over the edge of a mountain on a quad bike.
You would think that with having cancer my body would struggle to repair my leg but its healing in record time and that's only because I'm in alignment with my inner self and I believe that I'm in complete control of my reality as we all are. Self belief is the key to life weather your trying for a new job or fighting the big C. My strength has come from my research but most of all its come from the understanding of my past. Knowing who you were and reading between the lines of life helps you move forward and expand. Its something we all can do I know it because things don't feel this good when your wrong about something.
Your feelings and emotions are your guidance system and if you are true to your self you can not get it wrong.
Ive obviously heard and seen the struggle that Jade Goodey is having with her illness and have thought about it allot and wondered what I could do to help. But on reflection I know that she has to want to help her self. This certainly doesn't make me feel that I wont be able to help myself. I know I'm strong and that my cancer is already leaving my body. I have no effects of this illness and have never felt healthier than I do now and I tell myself this all day and every day to keep focused on my well being and total recovery.
We are amazing beings and our capabilities are endless believe in everything and everything will be yours.
Steve.
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